School has started. And I've been pretty busy. Well. School pretty much sucks for me. It's like I'm in a world of the unknown. I either don't know anyone on my classes or I don't like them. Just my luck!
All my friends get classes together and I'm left alone! It always happens to be me!!! All the bad stuff. I got the bottom locker, I got the mean teachers, I got the bad kids, and I got the messed up schedule that they can't fix because everytime they try they mess it up more!!!
HOW STUPID.
I can't decide if I'm just feeling sorry for myself, or what.
How's school for you?
Whatever it is I hope it's better than mine. Some one please talk to me!
What should I do?

Code Names. I thought it MIGHT help.

Sooo... It might get confusing. With me talking about all these different people that happen to wander throughout my life and day... So to help I thought I would come up with code names for the people I talk about. MmmHmm.

This way you won't get so confused. Right now I've only mentioned a few people. My mom&dad, and the guy I hate and the guy I like.

So....:::::>

Mom=Mom
Dad=Dad
Guy I like=GreatTalker#1
Guy I hate=RudestGuy#1


I will definately think of some better CODEnames... But those wil ldo for now...
Well if you haev any ideas. PLEASE let me know.
You can E-Mail me your thoughts, or comment this blog.
Which ever you prefer.
Thanks! :)

~>C.J

Diary 3??? Help

Soo... When I got on AIM this afternoon, he was on. And his lil'friend was talking for hmi again. And his "friend" is really rude. And I didn't like him very well. Soo. I talked to the guy for a bit. And I was getting tired of him. He was just SOO rude. So I told him not to talk to me. And he asked why, I just said "Just don't talk to me"...

Now I wish I hadn't. I think I said that to the guy that I liked. Not the guy that I hated. *Sighs*

So he signed off. And a few hours later, back in. And off again... I think he was avoiding me... So a few minutes ago, he signed back in... I asked him if his friend was gone... He didn't reply he just signed off...

Soo... I'm not sure what to do... It just crossed my mind that he could of been playing as his friend to annoy me... But that's still wrong???

If you have any ideas on what I could do... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Let me know... It would make me happy.


~>C.J

Diary 2??

Some people say they have a problem with me...
Because I'm sorta Anti-Social.
What's wrong with that??
So I'm shy...???
I mean, they don't even know me.
How could they judge me???


A lot of people think I'm this really smart person who knows everything. No not really. I just absorb... And try to put things in my own words. So that I can think about them easier. I'm not REALLY smart at all. I just have my opinion. And when people disagree okay, that's fine.


But this is why I'm asking, Why do people say they don't like some one because they're too quiet or too something...
Nobody's PERFECT!!!!


~>C.J

Online Diary Entry One

I hate it when you give some one your trust and they use it against you.It's like they just don't care how much it hurts you.

To me, trust is a HUGE thing... And when I give some one trust, I expect them not to just throw it away.

The they will respect what I've given them.

And then...

Today. I was talking with a guy on AIM. And he wanted my number. I told him I didn't know him very well and I really didn't trust him with my number. So I told him he would have to EARN my trust.

He asked how. I said, I didn't know HOW he could earn my trust. It was up to him. And so I get to talking with him a lil'more. And it turns out he is letting some one talk FOR him. And for some reason that just made me REALLY mad.

I mean I don't know WHY it made me mad, it just did. I mean I guess it's the whole fact that he wanted my trust. But he used some one else, to talk to me. Which just sort of set me off. And I was having A GREAT DAY.

And he ruined it. I mean I don't know whether to blame HIM or just let it go. I don't exactly know how to handle this. And because trust is SOO big with me... I just don't know whether I should hold it against him or not.

I REALLY like this guy soo... Naturally part of me wants to let it go. But the other part of me wants to hold a grudge against him!!!

If you read this, could you please help me???

~>C.J

Boredom and How to Deal

Here is a VERY RANDOM BLOG POST!!!

Well everybody gets bored. I do A LOT. I mean WHO DOESN'T.
When I'm bored... I watch YouTube.com or I read. If I don't read or feel like watching YouTube I read people's blogs. I draw random cirlcles and squares. But if I am REALLY bored. I hang up side down and hold my breath.
I don't watch TV a lot. I'm not really into anything on. You could eat if you are bored. Or sleep!!!
So I suggest if you are bored, that you hang upside down. Something will come to you. It works for me :-/
Call up a friend or E-Mail some one. IM some one. If those don't work for you Watch TV or a movie. Or hang upside down again. :-O
Anyways, Let me know what you do to cure boredness.
~>C.J

About Cassandra Jane

Well. Two people have already e-mailed me asking me questions about me.
Sooo... Here I go. I'm 16. I am your normal teenager. I read, write, blog, and like A LOT of people I watch YouTube.com.......And yes Cassandra Jane is my Screen name. I don't really want to give out my identity.... For reasons....
I go to school and hang with my friends like most do. I'm not cool or really outgoing. I don't lke to go to parties that much and I don't have that many friends. But I'm happy with who I am. I like to go swimming and listen to music. I love the color green. Grilled cheese sandwiches frickin' rock! And so ya... If you want to know more about me just let me know. And I'll add to this or just message you back.
Remember you can add my Myspace. or E-Mail me. :)
~>CJ

Myspace and E-Mails

Myspace is a BIG thing with teens. Even some adults. I am not much of a socializer. But for my blog, if I get any readers. I made a myspace. Here is my URL:::> www.myspace.com/cassandrajane91
Also feel free to email me if you have any questions about the blog, or if you would like me to talk about stuff... cassandrajane91@aim.com
Like seriously, I'll talk about anything. Just, let me know.

My first Post

My first Post on Blogger...
Well I don't really know where to begin.
I go through the everyday drama just like any teenager does.
Cassandra Jane is my screen Name... But not my REAL identity...
I'm not going to talk about anything to specific. Just about. LIFE. As a teenager. And the drama we go through.
I have my friends. And my friends are basically my family. My parents try to ignore that I'm around... Sooo... Ya.
I guess what I'll talk about in my blog really depends. Like it might be random, maybe about my day and my problems, or about my opinions or outlook.
More to come.--->C.J